I have enjoyed my time breastfeeding and the close bond that comes with it, but now my daughter is reaching two I'm starting to find it claustrophobic as she still wants to cling on to me the minute I wake up. Her hands are down my top, not letting me move and every time I move my hand away she starts to make my feel like I'm hurting her and that I'm the one in the wrong by feeling this way.
Nobody tells you once you get them on it's nearly impossible to get them off. I have been trying for half a year to stop the little leach, it makes me think 'Should I have even started in the first place?'. I know that this is selfish, I just didn't know having children would take away such freedom on such a personal level.
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